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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Reaching Your Destination


Steering away from the true meaning.
replacing it with new objective.. are we clouded by the mist?

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Sunday, July 13, 2008


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Dejected
At my lowest
Why did i have to find out this?
You lied
WHy

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008


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Coming back my Japan trip on the 7th of last month, it is going to a month since I started looking for a job.

Not that I want to work badly, I need some income to feed myself. Walking past all the boutiques was definitely a torture to me. It has been a long time since I shop in Singapore? Sales are everywhere. I wonder when is the last day of Great Singapore Sale? Apparently, it is still on when I past by the shops yesterday.

I need some pretty clothes to pamper myself and my little wardrobe. Perhaps, a few pairs of shoes and couple of bags to go with the clothes will be good.

Anyway, I trimmed my fringe again, the flat fringe (above my eyebrows). I don't think everyone can accept such hairstyle, especially the guys. They fancy girls with long hair. Girls with long hair look sexier? Stereotype! I don't want to look like every other girl. To a small extent, I was slightly affected by your comments. -It is just to a small extent-

Having too much time is not exactly a good thing. I am rather bored everyday. I know it is the best time to do some reading, cleaning etc but I don't seem to have the mood to do so. I feel soooooo lethargic. What have I been doing on my free days? I would simply sit in front of my com, so comfortable that I refuse to move my butt. One word to describe me: procrastinator!

My mind often goes wild in such situation (too free). Recently, certain thoughts kept flashing through my mind. Is it what I truly want or just another absurd silly consideration?

Will July be a dreadful month for me or the opposite?
Just some random thoughts. There's no hidden agenda in writing these.

2 in the house. One is out, the other is not. You know it, the others do not.
Spoken it has but seldom it does.
Noticed have you or have you not?



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Monday, May 26, 2008


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Nice to bully?
Cos he or she will never resist?

Yes yes.. Stayed back to finish the undone?
Was it a torture? It would be if you believed it was.

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Right or Wrong?
Listen or not to Listen?
Believe or not Believe?

There's always repercussion to every move...
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Was it a show?
Flaunting?
To impress?
Trying to get attention?
Why so loud?

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Discouraged
A bed of roses... with thorns

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Monday, November 19, 2007


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M I ok? No. I dont think so.

Panic, worried and full of anxiety before I entered the exam room.
Why was I so nervous despite this being one of my more confident subject? I must say that quite a fair bit of research and studying had been done in preparation for this paper. As there was no past year paper, I even came up with possible questions for each topic. I know I can and I must do well for this subject. Perhaps, this explained why I was so tensed up. When such high expectations are set, stress level increase as well due to the pressure in meeting the expectations.


Shortly after the paper had started, I felt an intense pain in my heart.
Before I knew it, the pain became so agonizing that I had to keep massaging my left chest area to reduce the discomfort in my heart.

Well. Some questions I prepared beforehand came out. *Smiling to myself*.
Despite so, I still didnt feel at ease after the paper. I felt that I could have structured my essays in a more organized manner. Aint sure if I had explained my points clearly and if I had listed enough points to substantial my ideas.

The very first question struck me most. It was on Divorce. (I predicted it to come out anyway)
With divorce rate increasing markedly each year, somehow, I am affected by all these reports/statistics. It reflects the ugly side of marriage. What's the point of going through wedding ceremony and exchanging of marriage vows to each other when marriage cant withstand trials? Husbands going astray, outside affairs... How can these be avoided? Is there such thing as faith between husband and wife? Is there love? Honestly, I am fearful.

Anyway, I shall get HP 803 out of my mind now and start preparing for my next paper which is HR strategic management & consulting. The paper is on Wednesday 1pm. Pretty soon, isnt it?

*still feeling the acute pain in my heart at this very moment*
Saw partner at the end of HP 803 exam. Expressionless and not much comments for the paper... hahaa

Went Canteen 13 for dinner right after my paper. E ordered alot! No joke. Here goes: one plate of Chay kway tiao, chicken chop, pizza and an additional plate of cheese fries. Strangely, no appetite to stuff all these down. E had to gobble down 75% himself, 5% by YB and 20% by R. *YB had already finished his meal, the 5% was just to help clear our food*

Suddenly, I feel like empty.

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Monday, November 5, 2007

River Regatta Nov 2007


Last words before going off---> sounds wrong isnt it?




Deep in thoughts


Cool!


"Let's get to the starting line."


BOat 2= NTU
Boat 1= RP

RP seemed to be in the lead...


BUt, NTU (Boat2)emerged as the winner! That was close.


Good job NTU DB!


Wonder if anione has ever fallen into the water??!! Hmm.



LaZy ruth was only in time to watch the last race of the day which was the Men's open preliminary round. They won!! I expected it aniway. Haha. I've got great faith in them.

Gave Mr E a mini surprise after the race. A form of reward!


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Day 2

Men's Open 2nd place
"My" first DB medal!! yeah. Thanks.



I had to go for my Sunday service so I couldnt make it for the race. No pictures of Day 2's race as such.

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Friday, July 13, 2007


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Irritated

Everything is just screwed up
Got up from the wrong side of bed
Confused. Dont know what I want
Problems. Endless problems.
Wanna get away
Pissed off

Quantity doesnt mean quality
I dont have to show u my ability by slogging long hrs.
It's dumb
I do what I am supposed to do and I finish them within the given time frame
It's up to you to believe
My conscience is clear
See things beyond your sight
Think beyond your limits
Once again, quantity doesnt mean quality
Long hrs in office simply means inefficiency. More time to finish what is supposed to be done. Waste of resources. Seriously
Turns me off
Trying too hard to impress others
Pushing jobs to others
"What have you done?"
pretend pretend pretend




-Ruth-

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