WTF
Yes. This is what I'm feeling at the moment. WTF is wrong with me.
I like to use profanity and so what? Sorry I aint angel. Angels have wings but I don't. That is perhaps why I aint a good flyer.
It seems like I can explode anytime given the angsty state that I am in. I am freaking peeved with anything and everything that I am encountering. "Hello colleague, I don't really know you very well, so please don't pat on my shoulder!!!" I am so happy to see the little ones but definitely not you all! It seriously sux to be a noob in a new environment. The one who patted on my shoulder was also the one who threw into the sea with a life jacket which I didn't know how to use.
Could it be due to lack of sleep, hunger, BBP or ? It is highly possible that it is due to a combination of factors with the main ones being sleep deprivation and BBP.
I want to sleep badly...i keep eating to stay awake. sianx ah.. who in the right mind will eat titbits early in the morning? but I am doing so now!
I am yearning for my weekends. That's right I can smell them. Plans for my weekends: put on make up (with fakes lashes), paint nails, walk down the street in high heels & skirt, spend money on myself (shop!), enjoy a sumptuous meal (by myself?), catch a movie, SLEEP more, attend church services and.. keep my family company!
All planned for weekends!
I've forgotten how to love someone.. misses..Labels: BBP, Family, myself, purple him, Work