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Saturday, April 19, 2008

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At the end of the day, we know we care for each other.

Thank you. I appreciate your effort.

Still, pls continue to bear with me!

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Squeaks` @* 12:55 AM

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Friday, April 18, 2008

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Freedom of speech.
Everyone has their own mindset, own thinking. This is what makes a person different from another.
Even if I've got to go against the norms, it is rather difficult to alter my little notion about...

Blog is :
An avenue for me to scream aloud when, in actual fact, I can't. * I might get arrested by campus security?*
An avenue for me to let out my frustration when, in reality, I can't because I am a coward. I prefer to stay away, prefer to hide in some corner.
An avenue for me to express my tots when, in life, I can't because it's hard to find someone who share the same sentiments as me.
An avenue for me to pen down my feelings, keeping them as memories before everything is forgotten. When I look thru these entries again in the future, I would, perhaps, get amused at how silly how shallow I was in the past. People grow as time passes. Different stages for each individual.
There are other reasons why I blog. The list will go on but I've got to stop somewhere. Anyway, for some trivial, I started blogging due to my work requirement.

In short, I would really hope that I can continue to write whatever I want in my own blog, without any mask on.
Human aint perfect creatures. We aint God in the first place. We are all born with sins. Dare to proclaim that you have never b*tch about other people? Dare to say that you have never gossip? A matter of intensity that's all.

Just because I write about my cynical views makes me an "ugly" person. Those who don't = angels? Innocent holy people going around condemning others? How angelic these people are!
I am disappointed. I am still a human being. Still a long way to go, can I withstand all obstacles all discouragement along the way? Putting on a strong front, yet my heart is crying, tearing apart.

What do people exactly think abt me? Makes me wonder.

I am not frustrated. I am just sleepy now. This post was meant to be only 2 to 3 sentences.
Too much have been going thru my little mind. Bored from studying I guess.
Silly!

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Squeaks` @* 7:36 PM

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Squeaks` @* 12:58 PM

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Parents, University

Parents, naturally, desire their children to excel in their studies and go far in the future.

Parents, often, pin hopes that their children will get into university.

University, somehow, seems to be the best route to success. To what extent is it true?

People, some, may argue that there're cases where people with low education still succeed in life. In fact, these uneducated yet famous people are doing exceedingly well. List the examples yourself. I shant spoonfeed u guys. However, let's ponder abt the ratio of successful people with high level of education vs successful people with low level of education. True that certificates aint everything, but it's still something. The chances of getting a job is, probably, higher for those graduates cos papers are highly worshipped by Singapore employers? I don't realli agree to paper qualification. It only goes to show how well the person can memorise facts, or how well the person can answer according to the standards by doing more 10 yrs series?

University students, graduates, PHD, Masters... Any big deal?

At least for me, there's a person, whom I highly respect for her intelligence and vast knowledge, was never a University student.

Perceptions still stay. University still sits firmly in its throne.

Last of all, parents, if you want your children to be in University so badly, dont grumble about the cost after they got in. Perhaps, this doesnt post much concern for me now. I had my fair shares to that.

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Squeaks` @* 9:40 AM

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My New Toy - The Sun

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Squeaks` @* 1:51 AM

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

I like this pic

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Squeaks` @* 8:51 PM

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My pretty little princess

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My pretty littl

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Squeaks` @* 7:42 PM

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Cheesy! Home-made cheese bread.
Nice fillings added to the wholesome meal. Great Sunday!

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Squeaks` @* 7:38 PM

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Lunner (Lunch cum Dinner)@ Sakae

So much awaits in the month of May & June. I am yearning to smell the fresh air of Japan! Not forgetting the polluted air as well from xxx country.

Resources are scarce. Having to make do with whatever is available, I have been trying to scrimp. Sacrifice now for some better life in xxx and Japan! I am really really excited about the 2 trips anyway. All the scrimping will prove to be worthwhile.

However, I try not to consume too much instant noodles even though I am desperately trying to save as much as I can. I can't bear to part with my hair. The opportunity cost of eating instant noodles is too high for me to afford.

Since eating instant is out for me, skipping meals is the alternative. Today we decided to have 2 meals at the price of 1, but it doesn't mean we look for restaurant that offers 1-for-1 dining. Instead, we combined 2 meals together-- Lunch & Dinner. Sounds great, isn't it.

Well, in the end, we spent more than the price of 2 normal meals (canteen's). We patronized the new Sakae restaurant. Yes. NTU very own Sakae sushi restaurant. I like the ambience, very clean feeling and the food is indeed fresh. *F-R-E-S-H we fresh* It didn't feel like we are in school. Anyway, Sakae is pronounced as Sa Ka e and not Sake. So so many people make the same mistake of pronouncing it as Sake. Gosh. Sake is an alcoholic beverage peculiar to Japan anyway.

Satisfying meal. (: not many pictures were taken. Didn't want the other NTu students to think we're some mountain turtles who have never dined at a restaurant.

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Squeaks` @* 6:57 PM

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For the past 2 nights, I've been telling myself to stay up and study. This was to make up for the time loss in the afternoon. No reason for me to skip work right? even though it's exam period. (Theoretically, I should have sufficient time to do my exam studying since my exam schedule is one paper per week. Thus, I must to go for work) Having spent my whole evening at SN, I tot I should sacrifice my sleep in the night.

In the end, having read just a few slides, I dozed off. Off i went to the dreamland and I was greeted by the sun before I know it.

My first paper is tomorrow. What's my state of mind at this moment? I would not say I am indifferent, but not as tensed as the previous semesters. The level of stress was beyond words. I could feel my lungs bursting any moment, stress level to the brim. This time round, I am somehow not as jittery, beginning to manage my anxiety better. Not totally stress free though, a leopard can't change its spots, I am still feeling worried.

Guess that's the consequence for not attending lessons. Even if I did go for the lessons, I was usually sleeping. In fact, I am rather guilt-stricken, especially to my BM315 GMS tutor. I didn't do it on purpose, just that I was really really tired. I couldn't control the shutting of my eye lids, they were just too heavy. I do hope that my Tutor would be magnanimous enough to forgive the sleepy little girl. *Crossing my fingers*
On the other hand, I don't give a d*mn about my bm 32* tutor, he's snobbish. I dreaded going for his lessons every Tuesday. Neither do I like the class as well. I wasn't a cooperative student nor a good classmate as well. Hence, I can't complain too much about them as well. Just one last point to add, it was my worst class ever.

Bad bad R! How can I b*tch about others? Well, I really dislike this class. It went beyond my limit of tolerance, I had to let it out. Ok. I do feel bad, to a very very small small extent, for B*tching about them. Not exactly b*tching actually, I am just pouring my sorrows, my unhappiness for this semester.

Ok. What's my point about this entry? I got carried away upon mentioning those bunch of haughty people. I dont behave like this all the time anyway. Just let me do it for once, just let me b*tch.

Time flies and in fact running out. Allowance for procrastination NO More. Time for some serious work to be done.

Labels: exams, people, random rambling, School

Squeaks` @* 7:55 AM

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

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Discouragement can be overcome by:

a) Praying
b) Remembering God's purpose
c) Keeping faith and focus on God

Immersing myself in self pity?! Nope. Not at all.

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Squeaks` @* 9:37 PM

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