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State of mind
I think I am going nuts
At which stage? How long has it been going?
Lately, my mind and actions are not in sync.
I am happy but I look sad.
I am tired but I appear to be hyper.
I love you but I am mean to you.
I am calm but I seem to be frustrated. As this continues, I will sure be on the path to an ansty mode.
As for today, I was late but I pretended I was early!
ha.
*** on a note, my mentor purposely walked past and cracked a joke that made me rofl.
I realised that it will only be you and only you. Labels: myself, purple him, random thoughts, Work
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Tuesday, January 5, 2010
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"Sweeten" my life
Like seriously, I'm surviving on sugars to stay awake. Popping down candies, sweets, gummies n lotsa of chocolate constantly ... oh. not forgetting my daily dosage of caffeine. Just so I can focus for that few mins.
Looks like I need to be more conscientious in brushing my set of not so pearl white teeth.
I gotta stay focused. All the deadlines are approaching soon. Nt becos I can't finish my own tasks, I have to do others' work as well. All craps bullshit claiming how efficient she is, in the end i'll be the one doing the planning anyway. To make things worse, some super experienced people simply can't make up their minds on what they want. Can't possibly change the plan every other day right? I thought I'm already kinda fickle minded, there are ppl who are worse.
Just whining. Nothing much constructive. In fact, I think I am talking crap. Haha. Most importantly, I am not mad or anything. I am cool about the whole situation.
Who has never make mistake in life, who has never boast, who has never put on the masquerade, the list goes on. Forgive and remember no more. To love is the resolution of the year. Tough isn't it? To love everyone including your enemies. It all starts with a smile. Tough isn't it? To smile in spite of fatigue.
If it is simple, there is no hatred!
Perhaps, the intake of sugars have indeed sweeten my life, such that I find peace and joy in life.
But, I am feeling kinda stressed. All of things are going through my mind now. Labels: Not constructive, tired, Work
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Monday, January 4, 2010
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Breathe in
LOVE
It just slipped past my mind for that moment. Sometimes, things just happen at the wrong time wrong place with the wrong person. Whatever it is, there's always a lesson to learn at the end. Learn n move on quicklY. It's important to have a Clear mind n be rational in your own actions. The saddest thing out of this whole matter is my broken nail!!
We were born in the wrong year. As stubborn as an ox -/:;()$&@"@&$&@&$)$&@""$;,,?!
Like my fault tt people don't go for training? Stressed? It's up to u to control n to choose the appropriate mode of destressing. N why izzit that u don't show ur frustration outwardly to them.
Treatment disparity. In any case, I'm already cool abt it nw. Nt a big deal but it's still a sore to me.
Cheers to peace n love
Back to work in a few hours time.Labels: purple him, training
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