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Eh. You should know what I like from Thailand right.
*Grinning*Labels: Cheer, Hybrid, thailand, training, travel
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Convocation 2008
In the end, I am still going for it. To be honest, I was rather reluctant to attend the ceremony. My degree isn't fantastic, so I don't see a point in publicizing or making a big fuss over it. It's just a degree cert, there are plenty of graduates in today's society. I am just another person who has the same piece of paper as everyone else.
I am experiencing inferiority complexity. Another reason for the reluctance is that I can't bring myself to face my peers. I have yet gotta a job and yes, I am getting worried. Waiting, waiting and waiting... I will hang on though, struggling to keep my faith going.
So, Ruth has decided to go after all the internal struggles.
With different promotions going on, I had quite a tough time deciding which packages/shops to choose. I couldn't even seek for opinions since I went to collect the convocation materials alone. Sounds pathetic. Well, I was too lazy to make arrangements with them. Hahaa. Ive chosen Serangoon Broadway!
Labels: Convocation, job, Stress
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
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No one is attending it on 22 th July :(Labels: me
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008
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This is the BBP once again. Please continue to endure till it's over. I might be nasty these few days but please do forgive me.
I wont be my usual self.
We are learning to understand each other better as each day passes. Quarrels are good in some ways I presume. The initial stage is always very frustrating.
Working our way back on track?
Labels: BBP, Hybrid
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008
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Cynically-me
The aftermath of the incident is too overwhelming for a little girl to handle. Deep within me, I am screaming aloud, desperately crying out for help. Anyway, I aint trying to gain pity or understanding by typing this entry.
Perhaps, many have forgotten about the incident, many didn't even care in the first place. Yet, the incident still lingers in me. I know it is silly since it is impossible to turn back time and change it. Ever since the day, everything has changed. I can no longer be who I used to be, I can no longer go back to where I belonged, I can no longer do what I used to love most, we are no longer how we used to be.
It is probably due to the guilt in me that I still can't forget about it. I am returning to my old behavior, being cynically-me. This is really bad. I am linking everything together. My pessimistic nature is telling me that people are ostracizing me. I guess I am just being cynical. Yb always says I think too much and often, the negative side. My mum tells me that as well. I should occupy my mind with work! Yet, I am too free at the moment. Come on.... Let the phone rings. More interviews.....
I do not want to filter my thoughts. Whatever comes to my mind whatever I type.
I have let my Precious Father down. I am thinking too much about my own needs. Indeed, I am disgusted with myself at times. It's time to change my perceptions. Purposeful life is more than fulfilling my needs and wants, it is about fulfilling Our Creator's purpose. I seek for forgiveness.
Once again, it hit me. In fact, it hit me twice in 2 days. One was Sunday and another on Monday. Whenever it happens, I guess the one who suffers as much is him. I am allowing external factors to come between us, causing destruction and damage that are detrimental.
Can I drop this baggage at the next stop?
As I was typing this entry, I wonder what kinds of thoughts would be triggered? How many people will get turn off by this? Very much that I do not want anymore of such thing to happen, I need to let these out of my chest.Labels: Cynical, God, Hybrid, random rambling
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Birthday Lunch @ Spizza - Part II
Dessert menu. Gals, do double check the naming. Hahaa.. I might make mistake. 
What's up with these people? Children, please do not try it on your own. 
My Sunday turned out pretty well despite having abit of problem in the morning. I am easily affected by external factors, it is not surprising that people try to avoid me nowadays. Gosh. I am being so cynical once again. Argh, I hate it whenever I am so cynical!!!!! I am trying to change..... Positive thinking. Come on. Positive thinking. Sorry little girl is still struggling with her inner self.
Well, Thank you my lovely girl-friends for the birthday gifts. You girls really know my likings, especially KJ who was in charge of buying my present. I also understand yours as well, isn't it? hahaha.
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Sunday, 6th July 2008
Birthday Lunch @ Spizza
The alignment of the top 3 photos are according to birth dates
It is pretty cumbersome editing photos using Mac's applications. It took me an hour just to come up with this. It wasn't exactly the editing part, I had a difficult time trying to save this as Jpeg file. At least, I solved it.
I will upload more pictures after my driving session. "Why must it rain today?"
It is a fact that I prefer parking than driving. To make things worse, it is a rainy day. I will go super duper slow, one can expect me to drive at the speed of 30 today.
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See ya soon!
What's up with these people? Children, please do not try it on your own. 
It is pretty cumbersome editing photos using Mac's applications. It took me an hour just to come up with this. It wasn't exactly the editing part, I had a difficult time trying to save this as Jpeg file. At least, I solved it.