As I was typing this 4 letters word out, I tot this topic was somehow too clinche?
Even if this was so, I needed an avenue to express my tots, my feelings and blogging seemed to be the best choice.
"Happily ever after" Does this phrase ring a bell to you? This is perhaps, one of the most commonly used phrase in the endings of fairy tales. Love in fairy tales is simple. Kill the evil one and they can then live happily ever after. The end. No more worries, problems, troubles. Can love be as simple as protrayed in fairy tales? How can anyone be sure that their love will last? Can their love continue to withstand against temptations, trials and so on?
Love is supposed to be sweet, at least during the "honeymoon period". Warm frenzy feeling is felt upon seeing the one you love. One shd feel happy when in love. No need for extravagant ambience, lavish meals @ some fancy pricey restaurants and expensive gifts, doing anything with the one you love is sufficient to add a smile on your face. I didnt think in this manner in the past but as I mature over the years, I began to realise tt material stuff isnt impt.
The guy may shower alot of gifts, care and concern during courtship, that's becos he wanna "get you", but how long can it last? I am pretty a cynic. He can promise to bring you joy, happiness, satisfaction, never to let you cry, upset, never to let you go thru the same sufferings you faced during the previous failed rs and the list goes on and on. Can his words be trusted? Dont state such promises to the gal, you aint Isaac Mendez who can paint the future. And gals, dont be easily taken in by these sweet talks. I seek for one whom I can truely put my faith in. It might take quite an effort to remove the disbelief/distrust that I've got in rs.
Perhaps, being the youngest in the family, I always get my way. That attributed to my spoilt temper? I dont like being controlled; I need freedom and space. I believe it applies to many as well. Nobody likes to be watched by CCTV. Parents are naggy enuff, no need for another person to do the same---> quoted by my 1st sis.
Care and concern can be felt; even if it is done so silently.
Optimal is good; neither too much nor too little. (No need for more explicit details)
Enuff said. I've let out my agonies. This is my life so let me run this myself, even if i am going to ruin it.
Wonder what's inside the maki roll? Salmon, egg, fish flakes? aint too sure Spot the odd one out No supper, just sushi This is the first time a guy made sushi for me. It still tasted great despite being kept with the ice for so long.
Free Hit Counter I've got punctuality problem! Not to worry as it is still at the growing stage. Something has to be done quickly before it moves on to the mature stage?
Sunday Church Service I overslept once again. Waking up at 9.20am when I was going to meet JOy 10am at Lakeside. "Not again, oversleep as usual, such a Loser!" Reprimanding myself.... Since I was going to be late, I wanted to just miss church and continue with my ZZZzzz.. Somehow I was urged by some unknown force to drag my feet and started washing up to get ready. Taking a cab down from Boon Lay to Yishun costed me $16.20. Nonetheless, this amt was little as I received much more during the service. The sermon was good; somehow, God sees what I am going thru and sent His servant to deliver a msg to encourage me to guide me. I feel the victory as I turn to Him.
We are all valuable to God He values us, each of us, though we are small, insignificant, imperfect and fallen. He spoke things into existence. He made us with His hands.
Have we recognised His touch? Let's open our arms and receive! Total victory Do not run away from problems. Just as He who made us, He will not let us fall. Embrace in His presence, turn to Him and stop running.
Free Hit Counter I m just a little gal I might have went thru much, some horrifying memories, seldom was I in this situation.
Traumatised. Things were not under my control; lest the ability to manipulate. Things aint the way u see. Things aint the way u perceived.
Missunderstood; Only friends would understand. Crushed..... How despairing! Escape, keep on running, hiding
M I being forsaken? I do not BLAME the 'internship company', 'part-time jobs'... Nor I blame my 'colleagues' and 'passerbys' U do not know me, even if u tot so Well, just mind own business But, it's hard when you'e got too much time
If anyone wants to know, I can only say that decision not made. I am close to him. very close But I am still unclear what I want. Distrustful ever since....... Not wanting anyone to get hurt in the process So I guess.. Leave me in insolation..
Wonder what's inside the maki roll?
Salmon, egg, fish flakes? aint too sure
Spot the odd one out
No supper, just sushi