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Thursday, September 25, 2008

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I am so not going for Mambo night, at least for a few months.
Had a bit too much, ended up with headache and not able to report for work.
I totally hate that.

My Thursday was wasted, having to visit doc and lay on the bed to rest.

-Fat old hag-

My week had been lousy thus far; nothing seemed to be on my side.
I only hope my weekends will be better. A good meal perhaps? And I seriously need to exercise. Time is so against me. Owells, I will be staying in the office again tomorrow. 2 days of not working means OT. Friday will be wasted as well. Argh. Totally hate my life.

I am so not adorable as I so like to whine all the time.

Cherish youth as it only comes by once. -_- I have lost my energy. Life seems mundane; nothing to look forward.

Anyways, I am so glad and fortunate to have friends who stay by my side. You know who you are. The ones who never fail to answer all my nonsensical questions regarding r/s. The ones who patiently listen to my whining and provide lots of advices to me though I am still confused about what I want.

I don't want to be ba ba!!! Yet, you keep calling me that. Evil!

Can you give me a reason to smile, to really smile from my heart again? I can't carry the burden anymore. I've let you down and you know it. Things are certainly not the same. Will we be able to find back the same old nostalgic feeling?

I am searching for myself inside me. Without following my true purpose of living, I am lost.

Labels: Mambo, myself

Squeaks` @* 10:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

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Reflection
Did I regret? ANger, jealousy etc often conquer my state of mind. I lose my self control, allowing my emotion to grasp the power.

There were so many things I wish I didn't do. Yet, it is impossible to turn back time. A phrase that I really approve of "We may be the products of our past, but we do not have to be prisoners of it".

If given a 2nd chance again, I would not have done it and would have cherish it more.
I am still learning.
Wells, perhaps, I can make the initiative and salvage things. Hm. I should say I must make the initiative and salvage things. The key word here is I must.

I certainly regret that things have turned out this way. Are they meant to stay?

Squeaks` @* 11:42 PM

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Monday, September 22, 2008

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It has been more than a month. Things have not turned for the better?

Labels: Hybrid, Jaded

Squeaks` @* 12:33 AM

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Sunday, September 21, 2008

Prada!!

A new member was added to the family and his name is Prada. Youngest yet biggest in the family.
What a sweet surprise.... *Smiling*

He needs some clothing. Any male cheerleading uniform to spare?

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Squeaks` @* 10:44 PM

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Makes me wonder if you ever mean what you said to me.
Pardon my lack of faith.

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Squeaks` @* 2:47 AM

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"Curry Udon" Vs Japanese Bento

Vote for your favourite dish now!

Mr HYB's Curry Udon

R's Bento

Judge: hmm. Why did you cook so much?

Both gets a vote each. Draw.

Donkey years ago

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Squeaks` @* 2:23 AM

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Birthday celebration for Lifei @ Shokudo resturant
Reminders from the gals today again, so I better upload the pics before they start to boycott me from gatherings. I simply love meeting up with the gals.
Crab feast @ Uncle Leong was held today! The generous treat came from KJ. Tks gal! Pictures for today's crab feast were taken using Kj's phone. To be uploaded within this year. LOl

Pictures taken on lifei's birthday celebration:
A wide spread of Japanese delicacies

Birthday gal and capable career woman (kj)

Me and Alicia

Eh, We asked for 2 waffles but onli one was served.

SRA===> when it jumbles up, it becomes SAR!

The beautiful auditor

Group picture. We were searching for the right candidate to help take pics for us. It seemed that a guy who was standing very near us was in fact waiting for us to approach him. Owells, indeed we did. Can't escape the luring temptation of ice cream.,