I've been procrastinating. No no. I need to get these stuff done.
1) Update elog
2) Email NTU tutor
3) Trivia for corporate website- my job la)
4) Ribbon for Shiqi- owed her for quite some time
5) Ribbons for juniors- same as seniors'? (no more cloth though) or different?
6) Study for my Astro exam!! 13th June 07
7) Design for new uniform- Just gonna give my 2 cents worth of idea
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Thursday, May 24, 2007
I'm going nuts soon if i continue having negative thoughts........ help meLabels: May
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Nothing seems to be right for me.
leave me alone
-_- RuthLabels: HW
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-23rd May 07-
Mixed feelings. Strong desire to train but somehow, my body is not willing to. In short, I am tired....
Managed to run 10 rounds on the track. Went gym after that. My body was kinda stiff so i didnt do much stretching. Opps.
.... Anyway I went to weigh myself. Not that I wanted to. haha. As expected, the weighing machine was spoilt; inaccurant. * my weight has increased a little* *Really just a little*
Time to watch my diet and exercise more. Kinda hard though. I'm easily succumbed to the evil temptation of food. And I've got no time to exercise... ARgh.. attachment....Labels: Cheer
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Yet again, another mundane day. I need something to perk me up. Maybe a surprise to commemorate 2nd week of work?
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In the years to come, students in Singapore will use more information and communication technology (ICT) in their everyday school-life.
5 schools have been identified as test-beds to this ICT concept. Gone were the days where we use markers on whiteboard (or chalks for some ppl. haha), the future kids will be using stylus to write on touch screen whiteboard and remote devices. Say good bye to our good old pals- papers, pens and even the books and welcome the new members onboard- PCs, laptops, touch screen whiteboard, tablet PCs and etc. Sob sob.
Personally, I am nt realli gd with IT stuff. I think it's time for me to spend more time on it. I wont wanna lose to my nephews or niece in the near future. Especially RYAN!!
Anyway, if u (Ryan) happen to see this entry, congrats to ur 2nd placing in class. Aunty Ruth is proud of u. Want anything in particular?
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Work was kinda boring today. Was wondering if I shd go down for training after work. NTU is freaking far from any places!! Rather than being a crouch potato at home, I decided to go for training.
Happy to see most of the juniors there. Seeing them trained reminded me of the (senior gals') pasts. Didnt have the strength to hold my own weight, didnt push at the right instant, not tight enough, couldnt pop properly, ankles loose, etc... I believe that with determination, they can become stronger as well.
Tried rewind today! ohhh.... it's fun, at least to me. ha. Not single man rewind yet though. It was rewind to craddle. Need to jump more, tuck faster, know when to stand.. Not easy. Plus i m not tt light (i think).. sob sob.. Jiayou partner. haahaa.. Xin Ku ni le.
-21st May 07-Labels: Cheer
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Monday, May 21, 2007
"Men are from Mars, women are from Venus" how true is this? From my perspective, it is true to a certain extent.
Been going thru countless ups and downs in my r/s. Was it due to communication breakdown? Different in thinking and expectations? Maybe we dont understand each other enough or we just cannot compromise.
One of the latest trend/topic in Aces is POL. It stands for Power Of Love. Another new couple has "popped up" recently. Seeing these lovely dovey couples, the irrational nonsensical side of me started to affect my inner thoughts. I became dissatisfied with my own r/s. The main problem with me is that I like to compare.. I need to rectify this. Seriously.I need to. I will never be satisfied or contented with the things I have if I continue to compare. Instead, I should be thankful and grateful to God for the things he blessed me with.
Same goes for relationship, contentment will never come if there's always comparison. Cant expect all guys to be the same. Different ppl have different thinking, priority etc. Theortically, I know all these. However, I failed the practical component.
Things had been fine for the whole of last week until Sat. We quarrelled again. Yes. AGain. Shant go too much into the details. The quarrel was along the line that not enough time was spent together. Once again, I was comparing ours to other r/s(s) I know of. Reflecting on this issue, I realised I was pretty unreasonable. He also has his own stuff to attend to, own priorities, etc. Moreover, we are in different ccas. I cant expect him to be free all the time and go according to my schedule. Why didnt I think twice or thrice b4 throwing my tantrum? Ruth.. grow up.
Couples learn more abt each other thru squabbling. However, excessive ones will just cause tension between the couple. "A crack on the mirror will be there forever" The more you aggravate it, the bigger the crack. It might even reach a pt whereby the mirror will just split into 2.
Despite having training for 3 times on weekdays, I will still watch the 9pm show on channel 8 every Tues and Thurs. The show displays the reality of r/s. Something I find it very true from the show: Women always threaten to breakup but they dont mean it. However, when men suggest it, they really it. And yes, they really mean it.Labels: HW
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Day 1
The meeting time for the first performance (NLB) was 11am at Dover, but i was still at home at 1050am!! Super panicked. "Is Flin still slping? why never pick up my calls? Overslept? Is he going to miss the performance?" He was supposed to meet me at 1030am. Eventually he came .. and both of us were late.
OOhh.. Yuan Bo came down to support us. Finally got to see his gal.. haha
Right after the NLB performance, no time to lose, we headed straight down to Taka for the Osim performance. Took some "zi shuang" pics with the humungous Upapa drum b4 the start---> what's news in ACES. haha.
The super duper blur Ruth did it again. Left my phone at the stage area and happily walked off to change out. Thank God Neville kept it for me. Not my first time leaving stuff behind---> Left my camera in SRC once.
Anyway, all stunts up both for performances today. Yeah. Clean sheet.
Realised that Alpha Verve (NUS cheerleading team) would be performing as well for Osim. Since I've got nothing on later in the evening, I stayed with ZM, XW2, WC and Neville to watch their performance which was at 530pm. - That's all for Day 1 performance -
Day 2
Late again...! This time, it was my fault. Forgot to bring sleeve. U-turn back home to get it, so both me and Flin were late again. A total of 3 sessions today, 4pm, 530pm and 7pm. Pretty enjoyed myself for this performance. Aces is beginning to learn from the Japanese cheerleaders by giving pat of encouragment before the start of each performance. Maybe tt was the reason for "near all stunts up". WPSL shd noe the reason why I used "near" haha
Actually, something had happened before I left home for the performance. Didnt feel like doing anything after the incident, but no choice, still got to do it. haix
End of performance marked end of the day? No.. still had to attend ACES meeting. It was held at Xingwei's place. An awfully long one. About 3 hrs plus plus. * still got to work the nex day....*Labels: Cheer
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