WTF
Yes. This is what I'm feeling at the moment. WTF is wrong with me.
I like to use profanity and so what? Sorry I aint angel. Angels have wings but I don't. That is perhaps why I aint a good flyer.
It seems like I can explode anytime given the angsty state that I am in. I am freaking peeved with anything and everything that I am encountering. "Hello colleague, I don't really know you very well, so please don't pat on my shoulder!!!" I am so happy to see the little ones but definitely not you all! It seriously sux to be a noob in a new environment. The one who patted on my shoulder was also the one who threw into the sea with a life jacket which I didn't know how to use.
Could it be due to lack of sleep, hunger, BBP or ? It is highly possible that it is due to a combination of factors with the main ones being sleep deprivation and BBP.
I want to sleep badly...i keep eating to stay awake. sianx ah.. who in the right mind will eat titbits early in the morning? but I am doing so now!
I am yearning for my weekends. That's right I can smell them. Plans for my weekends: put on make up (with fakes lashes), paint nails, walk down the street in high heels & skirt, spend money on myself (shop!), enjoy a sumptuous meal (by myself?), catch a movie, SLEEP more, attend church services and.. keep my family company!
All planned for weekends!
I've forgotten how to love someone.. misses..Labels: BBP, Family, myself, purple him, Work
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Wednesday, September 2, 2009
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Spinning around
The world is spinning or am I?
Exhausted by the mounting stress and frequent "surprises (or so-called shocks), I am yearning for a short get-away trip.
Will this coming trip bring any difference to my weary spirit? A definite 'no' won't be the answer. No matter what, anything free of charge is good. Yet, it is horrifying to be sharing room with someone whom I am not close to. She suggested we can split up the to-bring item list so as to lighten the bagguage. My oh my. The thought of having to share items with her is sending chills down my spine. * I aint acting like a weirdo but I really do not know her well.
Companions matter.
And I am still yearning for a real get-away.. as you promised. Labels: BBP, purple him, random rambling, Trip, Work
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
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That's not my name. Ting tang dong..
Pmsing.
Oh my. Ms Pms, can't you control yourself a bit more? You are getting out of control!
I really do not how to handle you anymore. Any advice? This little Ms Pms is becoming from bad to worse in the recent months. Her temperamental mood is unpredictable. One moment she was so enthusiastic about life, the next moment she became jaded. She is nothing but trouble. Actually, you may just call her Trouble. In fact, her surname is Maker. So her full name is Trouble Maker.
It gets on the nerve. Irritating indeed.
Over a little tshirt. Apologies to you. I thank God you remained patient and calm. Labels: BBP, PMS, purple him
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008
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This is the BBP once again. Please continue to endure till it's over. I might be nasty these few days but please do forgive me.
I wont be my usual self.
We are learning to understand each other better as each day passes. Quarrels are good in some ways I presume. The initial stage is always very frustrating.
Working our way back on track?
Labels: BBP, Hybrid
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Saturday, June 21, 2008
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I planned to go back home in the morning to dump my clothes for washing. Due to procrastination, I decided I shall just do so tomorrow. Thank God, I still have clothes to wear for training, going out and tomorrow's church service.
"We are products if our past, but we don't have to be prisoners of it."
I want to move on with my life. Who shall walk with me?
It's the time of the month once again and I'm feeling pretty emotional lately. While I am struggling to do some reconstructing, I see that my friends are enjoying theirs. Some of them had even announced their big day!
I am just feeling emotional. That's all.
What an unexciting post. RubbishLabels: BBP, Hybrid, random rambling, trauma
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