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*wiping the dust off my blog*
I have abandoned my blog for too long!!
It has been a long time since I got home before 10pm. Time seems to be my greatest enemy lately. I am either down at training or chilling out with friends or working sort of hard in the office. I had been trying hard to keep my mind constantly occupied. Any allowance of freedom will lead to mental disruption.
2 more days to 18 Sept which is also exactly one month since I started work in this company. I've got so much things to learn from my peers, my mentors, my HOD etc. Just like a sponge, I must try to absorb as much as I can. Much had been wasted for the past few weeks as I was still totally preoccuppied in my own nonsensical lala land. 16 sept was finally the day that I got serious at work. Ha. Finally! Unlike those schooling days where I could "smoke" my way thru the projects, no nonsense is acceptable in the real working world. If you aint up to their expectations, off you go. No longer can I skip lessons like I always used to. Very much that I feel lethargic every morning, I still must go for work. I bet alot of people know that I skipped lessons like no body's business in the past. Once, I even pang seh my group mates to go for a Genting trip though it was a major project. Gosh. I was really irresponsible. A very important presentation for me this Thursday and I am still in the midst of churning out reports. I am onli left with one more day to do but I can't do OT tml. Hehe. *wonder why*... That was why I planned to work till late today. BUt, well, my colleagues coaxed me to leave and went for dinner. I must really chiong to finish itbefore 530 tml !!! So much thingy on my mind.. Have they finished the artwork? Is the promotion going smoothly? WHat shd I plan next... Can I meet the deadline? So much complaints owells I love this job though. Haha Very much..
These 3 words surfaced whenever I see myself in the mirror--> "I am old"
I feel so far away from you. As I move step by step away from you, our distance widen. I am afraid to see the day where you can't be found in my life anymore...
Pretty dumbfounded. Totally bizarre for such thing to happen. Labels: Hybrid, new living, Work, X
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Monday, June 23, 2008
Saturday, 21st June 2008
Training @ PP
"The grass is always greener on the other side" As a matter of fact, human beings tend to make comparisons. In many cases, it leads to dissatisfaction with our current situations.
It was a refreshing experience to train with a new group of people. Their affability allowed a harmonious training session to set in. I was initially quite introverted to talk to them. As the routine training progressed and as interactions increased, the muteness between me and them was broken. I would say that it was a pleasant training session. Anyway, I felt really bad that I had to leave earlier for the Starhub Roadshow @ Suntec to check out the promotional deals.
I saw a similarity in one of the members, that is the burning desire to improve exponentially. This burning desire drives us towards our goals yet it causes us to rush things. We get impatient when we fail to achieve our targets. I have learnt to take things slowly. This may sound slightly old fashioned but remember this phrase that goes "slow and steady wins the race". Getting frustrated and dejected do not get us any closer to our targets. Instead, we should input the "Never Give Up" spirit into our "dictionaries". Perhaps, somebody can remind me this mentality when I forget?
"Home is always the best" or "The grass is greener on the other side"? I choose the first. Home was the place where I learnt how to walk from crawling. It taught me the ways of life. My tears, sweats and blood were poured into this place where I called "home". Words are insufficient to express my feelings towards my "home". Despite the countless happenings back at "home", I was glad to be born into this family.
After a Not-too-shabby dinner at KFC, off we went to check out the Starhub Roadshow.
Suntec City
After walking to and fro to the Starhub booth then to the Singtel booth, I still couldn't make up my mind which to choose. At the end of the day, I selected none. I am still troubled by this problem!
The broke-down Mr Softee ice cream machine caused us to buy a tub of Dreyer that cost 6 bucks. In fact, it was more than 6 bucks. We ended up more stuff at Carefour than intended to.We got for ourselves 12 donuts.
One big tub of ice cream to fill 2 persons' cravings~
Traveling back. He dozed off, sleepyhead.
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Monday, January 21, 2008
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20th Jan 2008
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
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Red bull gives me wings.. and energy ..
I m loving it..
Yet, the side effects are just scary...
I love my life.. the way it is now..
Positive living..
I ve someone to tok to, supper with..:)Labels: Life, new living
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008
I've got sooo much thingy to blog but realli cant find time to do so.
Life has been great for me.. Deceiving myself?!
Well, at least I am trying to stay positive.
Will write more soon when time permits and when there's no training? nt possible.
Meanwhile, pictures shall speak on my behalfLabels: Life, new living
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Wednesday, December 5, 2007
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Time check: 5:43am
I am still awake!!! and I've yet finished what I am supposed to do.
Going out in a 3 hrs time. Gosh. Work undone & not enough sleep.. I mean no sleep
I wish I can leave behind everything I've and get away from this place...
Glad that I cant recall certain unpleasant incidents in life.. My memories.. Some of them have been gone. Perhaps forever. Completely erased from my database. So who am I?
I aint going to search for the answer; the old me. On the contrary, I am just gonna stay as who I think I shd be; leaving my forgotten past. It doesnt make any difference even if I find out the truth though curiosity strikes at times.
Nonetheless, I am moving forward with a goal in mind.
I remember that I am, in fact, a cheerleader.. I must cheer!! Bring Cheer to people's lives & to my own.
Labels: busy, new living
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007
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Welcome to Maybellina's blog~
The first official entry will be coming up soon. Labels: new living
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