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*wiping the dust off my blog*
I have abandoned my blog for too long!!
It has been a long time since I got home before 10pm. Time seems to be my greatest enemy lately. I am either down at training or chilling out with friends or working sort of hard in the office. I had been trying hard to keep my mind constantly occupied. Any allowance of freedom will lead to mental disruption.
2 more days to 18 Sept which is also exactly one month since I started work in this company. I've got so much things to learn from my peers, my mentors, my HOD etc. Just like a sponge, I must try to absorb as much as I can. Much had been wasted for the past few weeks as I was still totally preoccuppied in my own nonsensical lala land. 16 sept was finally the day that I got serious at work. Ha. Finally! Unlike those schooling days where I could "smoke" my way thru the projects, no nonsense is acceptable in the real working world. If you aint up to their expectations, off you go. No longer can I skip lessons like I always used to. Very much that I feel lethargic every morning, I still must go for work. I bet alot of people know that I skipped lessons like no body's business in the past. Once, I even pang seh my group mates to go for a Genting trip though it was a major project. Gosh. I was really irresponsible. A very important presentation for me this Thursday and I am still in the midst of churning out reports. I am onli left with one more day to do but I can't do OT tml. Hehe. *wonder why*... That was why I planned to work till late today. BUt, well, my colleagues coaxed me to leave and went for dinner. I must really chiong to finish itbefore 530 tml !!! So much thingy on my mind.. Have they finished the artwork? Is the promotion going smoothly? WHat shd I plan next... Can I meet the deadline? So much complaints owells I love this job though. Haha Very much..
These 3 words surfaced whenever I see myself in the mirror--> "I am old"
I feel so far away from you. As I move step by step away from you, our distance widen. I am afraid to see the day where you can't be found in my life anymore...
Pretty dumbfounded. Totally bizarre for such thing to happen. Labels: Hybrid, new living, Work, X
