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For the past 2 nights, I've been telling myself to stay up and study. This was to make up for the time loss in the afternoon. No reason for me to skip work right? even though it's exam period. (Theoretically, I should have sufficient time to do my exam studying since my exam schedule is one paper per week. Thus, I must to go for work) Having spent my whole evening at SN, I tot I should sacrifice my sleep in the night.
In the end, having read just a few slides, I dozed off. Off i went to the dreamland and I was greeted by the sun before I know it.
My first paper is tomorrow. What's my state of mind at this moment? I would not say I am indifferent, but not as tensed as the previous semesters. The level of stress was beyond words. I could feel my lungs bursting any moment, stress level to the brim. This time round, I am somehow not as jittery, beginning to manage my anxiety better. Not totally stress free though, a leopard can't change its spots, I am still feeling worried.
Guess that's the consequence for not attending lessons. Even if I did go for the lessons, I was usually sleeping. In fact, I am rather guilt-stricken, especially to my BM315 GMS tutor. I didn't do it on purpose, just that I was really really tired. I couldn't control the shutting of my eye lids, they were just too heavy. I do hope that my Tutor would be magnanimous enough to forgive the sleepy little girl. *Crossing my fingers*
On the other hand, I don't give a d*mn about my bm 32* tutor, he's snobbish. I dreaded going for his lessons every Tuesday. Neither do I like the class as well. I wasn't a cooperative student nor a good classmate as well. Hence, I can't complain too much about them as well. Just one last point to add, it was my worst class ever.
Bad bad R! How can I b*tch about others? Well, I really dislike this class. It went beyond my limit of tolerance, I had to let it out. Ok. I do feel bad, to a very very small small extent, for B*tching about them. Not exactly b*tching actually, I am just pouring my sorrows, my unhappiness for this semester.
Ok. What's my point about this entry? I got carried away upon mentioning those bunch of haughty people. I dont behave like this all the time anyway. Just let me do it for once, just let me b*tch.
Time flies and in fact running out. Allowance for procrastination NO More. Time for some serious work to be done.Labels: exams, people, random rambling, School
