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Today is exactly one week away from the actual competition. After 16 March 2008, no longer will I be in the team, at least not as a player. I guess everything comes to a closure eventually
Yet, my passion remains. There're still so much more that I want to achieve.
-Unfinished journey-
Being a cheerleader, it's more than just looking good. In fact, cheerleaders shd be all-rounders. Good in gymnastics, dance, cheer, stunts and so on. Have we been focusing too much on just a few aspects.
Lately, I've been into gymnastics especially FHS (Front Hand Spring). *Perhaps due to somebody's influence* Not that I've put in alot of efforts in my FHS, I did try to squeeze out time to practise it. However, I've yet done a nice FHS on the roll mat by myself. "Why cant I just get it right?" "It has been so long since I started practising it, why such a slow progress?" Why I just dont have the talent for gymnastics"....... 7 more days. Will I be able to achieve it by that date?
I did not really train hard enuff in the past. I merely did what I was told to and nothing extra. Words are cheap but no actions done. Always grumbling, comparing... Yet not much was done to improve myself. When I finally realised it, time out for me. Perhaps I may not have started well nor done well during the process, the least I can hope for now is to finish it well. I do not want to regret.
Only 7 more days. Nobody knows what's going to happen after this day. We shd cherish these last 7 days. Fate has brought us together. We may not be exactly very bonded (like a family), we are still a team. No matter what, my cheerleading friends have definitely left an impact in my life. Good or bad. I decide. Hahaa
ACES will stay with me forever.
On a side note, I just wish that training can be less stressful. Be professional I guess.
I am rather sick and tired of having to tolerate others' temper. Why is there a need for some much emotions to run abt during training?
Emo? temper?
Cheerleading is a team sports- we do not run the show individually. We do not do things based on emotions. It's so not professional. It just goes to show how insensible that person is.
Things are just getting on my nerves. Breaking down soon if I continue to keep it to myself. I do not mean to hurt or to anger anione in the process. I Just need to let it out.
I wanna enjoy my last 7 days of cheerleading. I want to be happy. I will simply ignore things tt go against my desire. Ruth wants to be happy!
Anyway, I had a satisfying meal at Jp just now with people whom I feel comfortable with. Then I spent another 2 to 3 hrs toking abt life? abt cheer? abt people? abt life again? Difference in perceptions as usual.Labels: Cheer
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