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Memories vs reality
One would definitely want to hold on to sweet memories but reality still has to be faced.
I love the good old days but so? I miss the past and so?
Guo gai bu liao chi shi and yes it is true to a certain extent but the dog can change by eating lesser shit. It is never easy to keep away bad habits but if the person is willing to try, why not?
The journey is unfinished. Will we resume this journey once again? There are so much things that you said we would do together, but before I know it, you are gone.
Much have been reflected over these past few days. The wound is still fresh, of cos it hurts but it will definitely be healed. *I haven been cleaning my wound! gosh* A ugly scar will be there to remind me not to commit the same mistake. It is always sweet to have someone besides you, being your comfort or listening ears. It is so scary how things can change so quickly overnight. From tutorial mates to friends to couple to acquaintances to strangers. However, no one is indispensable. Like it or not, life still move on. I've tried to salvage but guess it's too late. He mentioned that.
I've been harbouring on hopes that things will be different the nex day when I wake up. It would just be a dream. Still, when I wake up, I am all alone.
I do not want to throw away my future. I am tired, so so tired. Guess I will not step into another one soon. I am really tired but I just need a friend's/family's shoulders to lie on. Let things be as they are now. No wish to mention abt this incident again, at least not so soon.
I do not wish to remember the past memories anymore. Glad I am a cheerleader cos I will just try to fall down from stunts and memories can be gone! Great plan. Madness. Well, it was just a joke. * Can I try basket tosses soon?* My memories are stopped at the point where I just entered university. I am not running away from reality by the way. I am just running away from memories. I did learn smthing again but some things are repeats. Much self-reflection is needed. To be a more matured, independent young lady.
Not going to ask for more but only that you will be happy.
Good bye. This will be the final good bye that comes along with a kiss.
Labels: Life
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