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M I ok? No. I dont think so.
Panic, worried and full of anxiety before I entered the exam room.
Why was I so nervous despite this being one of my more confident subject? I must say that quite a fair bit of research and studying had been done in preparation for this paper. As there was no past year paper, I even came up with possible questions for each topic. I know I can and I must do well for this subject. Perhaps, this explained why I was so tensed up. When such high expectations are set, stress level increase as well due to the pressure in meeting the expectations.
Shortly after the paper had started, I felt an intense pain in my heart.
Before I knew it, the pain became so agonizing that I had to keep massaging my left chest area to reduce the discomfort in my heart.
Well. Some questions I prepared beforehand came out. *Smiling to myself*.
Despite so, I still didnt feel at ease after the paper. I felt that I could have structured my essays in a more organized manner. Aint sure if I had explained my points clearly and if I had listed enough points to substantial my ideas.
The very first question struck me most. It was on Divorce. (I predicted it to come out anyway)
With divorce rate increasing markedly each year, somehow, I am affected by all these reports/statistics. It reflects the ugly side of marriage. What's the point of going through wedding ceremony and exchanging of marriage vows to each other when marriage cant withstand trials? Husbands going astray, outside affairs... How can these be avoided? Is there such thing as faith between husband and wife? Is there love? Honestly, I am fearful.
Anyway, I shall get HP 803 out of my mind now and start preparing for my next paper which is HR strategic management & consulting. The paper is on Wednesday 1pm. Pretty soon, isnt it?
*still feeling the acute pain in my heart at this very moment*
Saw partner at the end of HP 803 exam. Expressionless and not much comments for the paper... hahaa
Went Canteen 13 for dinner right after my paper. E ordered alot! No joke. Here goes: one plate of Chay kway tiao, chicken chop, pizza and an additional plate of cheese fries. Strangely, no appetite to stuff all these down. E had to gobble down 75% himself, 5% by YB and 20% by R. *YB had already finished his meal, the 5% was just to help clear our food*
Suddenly, I feel like empty. Labels: dinner, Everything, study
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